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I seek you

I seek you
so patiently

There's a country that's blue,
overlooking red rooftops
Don't know why I'm still hoping.

We will flap transparent wings
and disappear into a fairy tale.
We would stand alone
in the riot of sand.

You look at me, I'm looking behind you
I want you whispers
in my life's fantasy.

Everything turns into
a most beautiful moment
but---

Everything you want is provided
and I'm not part of it.

I seek you
so patiently

I've lost my dreams.
Your eyes are still so strange.
I can't face the calls of reality.
I am tired.

The world mingles into me
for this is waiting for
a miracle to happen.

I seek you
so patiently.

just thinking :(

Sometimes I'm getting tired of laughing where actually, on the back side of me is full of sorrows.

images

I just uploaded photos here..Just for FUN:D
They are so pretty and handsome fellas. :)

random pictures

I like LEE DA HAE that much...

My friends and I were in the mall. Guess why there was a Big LOVE in the photo above??..

cause... Its VALENTINE season at that time :)... I love it...

I love this GUY..:) :P

Maki is so cute :)

I attended the birthday party of my cousin's son CALDYWNE :)

My friends and I joined the free hair make over in our school:)
We had fun:)

This photo is edited :P
I like it:D

finger nails

I painted my finger nails when I have vacant time. :D
My hands were not that nice.:(

guide me always allah

Do I need guide to be in the right way??...

lose me not!

I'm damn stupid careless person these past few days............
I really hate myself...I mean I totally hate myself...
Why am I not thinking before making "mistakes" and after I have to regret them all?!?....
Hey!!!...
what am I talking about?!?!?...
Sometimes, I thought about dying at this age of seventeen!:(
BUT!!...
If I will die now, I AM THE BIG "LOSER" IN OUR FAMILY and IN THE SOCIETY!!!... and I don't want to be like that...hmp....

I AM NOT A LOSER!

tired

What a day and experience !!.
I'm tired of laughing today:) LOL!
Often, I can't imagine myself doing obvious things that those things are must kept in secret.
I wont do it again.I promise...I'm damn STUPID fella today...YEAH2!

Anyways, I'm not the kind of person that's emotional like in the photos above. CAMerA TricK:P :) I'm jolly. I used to laugh many times that's why I'm sort of tired today....

course change again

I'm beginning to hate my current course.
I'm beginning to hate my damn self.
yeah!yeah!WHATEVER!

I need to be more serious by this time.
I need to be matured enough in facing my life and my future:D.

Enough is ENOUGH!!

ondOy

Seeing things so easy may lead to failing those. Make sense :).

One day, you may realize or let me say that you may regret many things in you life. The word "regret" is very common to us, I mean to me of course. :D Think carefully for making decisions if those are for the betterment of yours.

By the way, I feel so pity for the victims of the typhoon KETSANA "ondoy" in our country.How tragic event is this!:( I proudly say that we, Filipinos are helpful enough for our co-Filipinos. We can't just watch the victims of the typhoon and do nothing for them. Helping them is like helping yourself.

stuffs

I love these stuffs.

AdDU :D

in school :D

field immersion

near the seashore:D

in the chapel.

the GK(Gawad Kalinga) houses.

This place is where we experienced field immersion and community service. From now on, we stopped the said service because the semester is almost over. We will continue the real immersion next semester. I hope that the people there will sincerely cooperate with us. I very much like the experience helping other people.

By the way, this activity will be great especially when you like your group mates. :)

every time:D

“As what I have said since I first saw you"

Every time you catch my eyes watching you,

I can't deny that it is always meant for you.

You’re invading my heart.

Now I couldn’t control it like from the start.

I have been watching you with those people

And you look so happy.

I can't understand what I will really feel for you.

Perhaps,

I just want to run unto you

And give you an apple while saying these,

“I don't know what to do with this heart always yearning to see you.

Often, I felt better after watching your smile and your laugh.

I worry to see your unhappy face.

When you fall down, don’t think you’re alone.

Don’t be hesitated to summon me.

Sorry for not letting you know all of these before

I know it’s unfair but I’m scared.

Even if I’m not the type of person you like

I just want to say these

Cause it’s troubling me for quite a long time.

All you have to do is to listen of what my heart wanted to say.

I don’t expect any answer in return.

By the way,

I like you

And

have a nice day. :) “

subject

Mathematics was not meant for me.:( Even though its very simple, I can't do it correctly. Its sad to say that I'm not used to it. But I know that it needs a little bit of seriousness and focus in solving of all those problems.I think I'm lack of those things.I'll try my best next time.

letter

I'm very happy for you. Now you found your happiness. I hope it is not a temporary.
Thanks for being honest to me.

-to my friend-

kim bum

edited pictures:)

nameless

"In French, the name Nadine means- hopeful.
In German, the name Nadine means- The courage of a bear."

Is that really true.???!!

Actually,I'm not hopeful or even optimistic.. :(
I'm used to be hopeless most of the time.
My name is not really meant for me..:( How sad!!..
Unfortunately, it is my name and it will be forever..

birthday

nikki's 18th birthday:)
She's singing while her eyes were closed.:)
Looks nice.

Look at Jaju, he's like a "dead" man.:))

My smile were very wide in that picture.

The ladies were talking but I can't remember what was our topic.:D

a friend's birthday:)
I had fun..:)